love rescue me

(you've conquered my past, the future here at last. i stand at the entrance to a new world i can see; the ruins to the right of me will soon have lost sight of me)

2 girls, 3 countries, 8 weeks August 11, 2009

Filed under: bali,cambodia,thailand — karicroft @ 12:20 pm

in our short time in asia, i…

saw the grand palace in bangkok, learned to surf, celebrated my 22nd birthday in bali, saw 9 waterfalls, played in most of them, visited 10 cities, 11 hostels, and 5 beaches. ziplined through the mountains, rode an elephant, got a new tattoo (i may have forgotten to mention that one before…), visited the bali terrorist attack memorial, pet a tiger, rode a karaoke bus, watched approximately 78 episodes of law and order, biked to angkor wat, requested Billie Jean in 3 different countries, visited the genocide museum and killing fields, talked to people who had survived the pol pot regime, spent the day with kids who are HIV positive, had drinks with a 66 year old retired millionaire living in cambodia who was kicked out of australia for violating visa regulations, saw the Floating Village, bungee jumped, rode a bamboo raft down a river, saw countless buddhist temples and even more monks, was offered protection of the cambodian prime minister by the only expat in the country who has VIP status, bruised my ribs from falling on the dance floor, ate at the same restaurant angelina jolie did when she was filming Tomb Raider, ate the best chicken cordon bleu in the world and paid only $4 for it, met travellers from Seattle, France, Australia, Slovakia, Germany, England, Philippines,Hong Kong and Canada, crossed the equator, got shocked by a Skype headset, got 3 Thai massages at ten bucks a pop, saw anna get attacked by a monkey, rode in countless tuk tuks, and got to visit the emergency room in bangkok.

my time here may be coming to an end, but the lessons are still be learned, and ill continue to post over the next few weeks as i look back on everything ive gotten to do and see and learn.

 

Sunflower Orphanage July 29, 2009

Filed under: cambodia,orphanage,rescue — karicroft @ 2:20 am

the kids, ages 7-15, living at the orphanage
me and dara, who is 13 yrs old. cambodian kids look much younger than they are anna and ty tony playing with the kids
my volleyball partner, oueng

 

redemption July 27, 2009

Filed under: cambodia,genocide,grace,khmer rouge,orphanage,redemption,rescue — karicroft @ 7:17 am

my eyes have seen more in the last 24 hours than my brain can process…

yesterday we went to the killing fields from the genocide. truckfulls of innocent people were dropped off there, tortured, and killed. they’ve since found over 100 mass graves- over 2 million (one fourth of the population at the time) killed. we saw a tree upon which the executioners used to beat prisoners and smash babies; another tree from which hung a loudspeaker that played noise loud enough to drown out the screams of the tortured. we saw a building at least 5 stories tall, filled with the unearthed skulls. its a lot to try to understand. but there was one really beautiful, amazing thing that we did see.

one thing i didnt mention when i previously wrote about the genocide is that no one- not one single person- who was considered a leader in the regime has been brought to justice. pol pot died in 1998 before going to trial, and many of the others even work in the current government (the current prime minister served with pol pot). there has only been one man to ever come forward, confess, and show regret over his actions. the chief executioner- named duch- began his trial in march of this year, and has taken full responsibility for the lives he took and ordered to be taken. we found a biographical plaque about him, and discovered that after the regime, he became a christian.

we were blown away by the beauty and power of god’s redemption. i think its easy for some people to look at duch’s life, see that he became a christian, and become angry, thinking that its an easy way out of guilt; thinking that he deserves to be in hell. well, ok, we all deserve that dont we? and as many of us who sat by and watched this happen and didnt do anything to stop it, we’re just as guilty. so lets just be eternally thankful that christ’s grace and redemption covers us as much as it does duch.

secondly- we went to a new orphanage today. the one we went to last week was amazing, but god led us in a new direction. he allowed us to meet some people who knew other people and eventually we were sitting at lunch with some expats who had started an organization to raise supplies and support for an orphanage caring for 17 children living with HIV. tony, who we’ve adopted as our british grandfather, told us all about the work they’re doing, how they got started, how they help, etc. the name of the organization is CHOICE- Charitable Humanitarian Organization In Cambodia by Expats (he told us he’d originally wanted to call it Feeding Underprivileged Cambodian Kids- he was outvoted for obvious reasons…).

so today we rode with him to the orphanage, and were blown away. the kids are beautiful. we just played with them for as long as we could before they had to go to school. it doesnt feel like our time there could have done much to encourage them, but i have to believe that it was worth something. its such an overwhelming feeling to see children in circumstances like theirs, and believing that there’s nothing to do to help them is just not an option. i had to fight against that all morning. it was an amazing experience though, one that i’ll probably write more about later after ive been able to think through it more.

this trip is making me appreciative of things i never even knew were a blessing before.

and jesus has shown me more about redemption and grace than i ever thought i’d be able to handle.

thats alot for one post. i’ll end here. pictures from the orphanage soon.

 

Floating Village and Angkor Wat July 25, 2009

Filed under: angkor wat,cambodia,floating village,siem reap — karicroft @ 4:04 am

finally, here are some pictures. we went to the floating village in siem reap last week, and it was so interesting and so much fun. the people have built their entire village on barges and boats so that when the water rises during rainy season (and the water rises higher than the trees…), all of their buildings will just rise with the water rather than be in danger of flooding. and seriously, it is an entire village- not just houses, but markets, school buildings with basketball courts, barber shops, pharmacies, and even gas stations.

floating houses
floating village
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crocodile farm
our river guide, a 19 year old Cambodian boy named Kira, took us by one of the markets to buy some notebooks and pencils to donate to the school, and then actually took us to the school to deliver them ourselves. he told us he tries to take all of his visitors to do this because many of the children skip school to ask for money from the tourists, but if the tourists tell them no and buy them school supplies instead, they have more motivation to go to school rather than to skip it.
stopping by a one of the elementary schools
Angkor Wat- Angkor was incredible. I obviously took way more pictures than this, which will appear on facebook when i get home, but will have to do for now. even the pictures dont do it justice- the temples were absolutely enormous.
there she is!
me inside the ruins- look how little i am :)
the endless hallways in the temple
angkor thom<>>

siem reap was one of the most amazing places ive ever been able to go. you should probably all go buy plane tickets and leave as soon as possible ;)

 

rescue July 20, 2009

Filed under: cambodia,genocide,khmer rouge,pol pot,rescue,S21 — karicroft @ 12:08 am

saturday, we went to the genocide museum in phnom penh. its hard to even know where to begin in describing our experience there. the whole reason for the genocide was that pol pot wanted every one to be equal in his country, and through a distorted view of equality, he began torturing and killing all the educated, wealthy, and religious citizens of the country. the rest of the people were put to labor in the fields, and if they didnt die directly because of the regime, they probably died of starvation and exhaustion. the museum we visited was once one of the prisons, called S21, where the captives were held and tortured before being sent to the killing fields. when the vietnamese forces found the building in 1979, there were 14 bodies, recently killed, left in the room…the rest was vacant.

there were 4 building to the prison… the first one consisting of larger cells and holding rooms, as well as pictures of the 14 victims found in the room. pictures of how they were discovered… bodies beaten, bloodied, disfigured. the second building contained walls and walls covered with the mugshots taken of the victims as they entered the prison. men, women, children, teenagers, elderly, and infants. the third building held smaller cells. brick cells on the first floor, wooden cells on the second. the largest cells had to be no larger than 3 by 7 feet. many didnt have windows, and if they did, there was no shelter from the weather. the very last building housed the instruments of torture as well as paintings depicting the processes. ive never had to see anything like this.

pictures of the killing fields; mounds and mounds of skulls and bones that used to hold hearts and minds and souls, skeletons separated for burial. rows of iron shackles used to tie feet and hands to bed. cracked, blood stained walls. all of this happened only 30 years ago. how did we let it happen. how does it still happen in other parts of the world today. it is the most horrifying, sickening, cruel, appalling, disgusting, evil display of sin that i have ever seen or could imagine.

heres a poem that was displayed in the last building, written about the regime.

The New Regime, by Sarith Pou

No religious rituals.
No religious symbols.
No fortune teller.
No traditional healers.
No paying respect to elders.
No social status. No titles.

No education. No training.
No school. No learning.
No books. No library.
No science. No technology.
No pens. No paper.

No currency. No bartering.
No buying. No selling.
No begging. No giving.
No purses. No wallets.

No human rights. No liberty.
No courts. No judges.
No laws. No attorneys.

No communications.
No public transportations.
No private transportations.
No traveling. No mailing.
No inviting. No visiting.
No faxes. No telephones.

No social gatherings.
No chitchatting.
No jokes. No laughters.
No music. No dancing.

No romance. No flirting.
No formication. No dating.
No bathers.
No nakedness in showers.
No love songs. No love letters.
No affection.

No marrying. No divorcing.
No marital conflicts. No fighting.
No profanity. No cursing.

No shoes. No sandals.
No toothbrushes. No razors.
No combs. No mirrors.
No lotion. No make up.
No long hair. No braids.
No jewelry.
No soap. No detergent. No shampoo.
No knitting. No embroidering.
No colored clothes, except black.
No styles, except pajamas.
No wine. No palm sap hooch.
No lighters. No cigarettes.
No morning coffee. No afternoon tea.
No snacks. No desserts.
No breakfast [sometimes no dinner].

No mercy. No forgiveness.
No regret. No remorse.
No second chances. No excuses.
No complaints. No grievances.
No help. No favors.
No eyeglasses. No dental treatment.
No vaccines. No medicines.
No hospitals. No doctors.
No disabilities. No social diseases.
No tuberculosis. No leprosy.

No kites. No marbles. No rubber bands.
No cookies. No popsicle. No candy.
No playing. No toys.
No lullabies.
No rest. No vacations.
No holidays. No weekends.
No games. No sports.
No staying up late.
No newspapers.

No radio. No TV.
No drawing. No painting.
No pets. No pictures.
No electricity. No lamp oil.
No clocks. No watches.

No hope. No life.
A third of the people didn’t survive.
The regime died:

the cambodian people literally werent allowed to do anything. and it should show us just how much we take for granted every single day.

the whole time i was walking through the museum, it was like god kept whispering John 16 33
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”

rescue is possible only through jesus. these things dont make sense. and we have no right, as those who claim to love and follow Him, to just sit back and allow them to happen. when we are idle and inactive, their blood is just as much on our hands as it is of the very men who put a knife to their throat. we can pray for rescue though. for salvation. for changed hearts. for the love of jesus to change lives. its the only resolution there is, and the only reason we can look at a situation like this and have any hope in the world.

 

playing in treetops July 18, 2009

Filed under: cambodia,chiang mai,orphanage,ziplining — karicroft @ 1:25 am

we’re in cambodia- our flight got in yesterday afternoon. im so excited to be here. i feel like God’s been preparing my heart for something big on this part of the trip, i dont know what, but I cant wait to see what he has for us. i know im going to love it here.

i never wrote about our day wednesday, and i need to, because it was one of our favorites so far. we woke up really early, around 6, and got picked up from our hostel to go on a canopy tour (ziplining). our day consisted of 32 different lines (the longest being 300 meters, the most ballin being one that took us right between the trees so we had an incredible view of the mountains), some abseils (its like rapelling, only you go straight down instead of using a wall to brace yourself- our highest was 40meters), a 516 meters suspended bridge, and heaps of hiking (including to a waterfall, which we climbed and played in). it was amazing. we literally played in the jungle treetops for around 4 hours.

our group and our guides were so great- definitely made the day even more fun. it was me, anna, brandon, a guy from portland, and 4 aussies. mike was a bigger guy with a thick australian accent, and bianca reminded us of the loud cousin on the movie “the wedding date.” i bring them up specifically because they accounted for most of our entertainment throughout the day. poor mike. about 4 or 5 lines in, he zipped his way right into a huge tree, smashing into the trunk and ricocheting off. once we found out he was ok though, we had to laugh…a few platforms later, he didnt quite make it all the way across because he used his brake too early, and he slid back to the middle of the line. our guide had to shimmy out to the middle of the line and reel him back in (mike was at least twice the size of the guide. bless his heart). finally, on the very last line, mike hit a branch and lost his shoe. im sorry he had such a hard day, but if he had to, im glad i was there wih him to witness it. bianca was great because everytime something happened to mike, or to anybody else for that matter, she had a comment to make. but it wasnt obnoxious, it was hilarious. we loved our group. we loved ziplining. we loved when anna crashed into the tree (someone forgot to use her brake….). and we loved chiang mai.

brandon flew home early yesterday morning. the two weeks he was here went by so fast. but we had a lot of fun and we learned a lot. he should be safely home by now.

my ulcer is gone- i can finally eat normally again. i will never take eating for granted again. it was terrible to not be able to enjoy meal time.

God completely answered our prayers and provided an orphanage for us to spend our time in while we’re here in cambodia. here’s the website- it tells all about what they do, the children they help, and how you can help support them:

http://www.lighthouseorphanage.co.uk/

 

 
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